Tuesday, May 17, 2022

New Short Stories

My short story "See the Fairville Oddity!" is available to read for free at Baen.com. Check it out at the link!

https://www.baen.com/fairville_oddity

And my short story "just keep walking" was included in Horror Library, Volume 7, edited by Eric J. Guignard. 

http://www.darkmoonbooks.com/Horror_Library_7.html

Tuesday, June 1, 2021

May Writing Report

Well, this is embarrassing. After three months of (almost) daily writing, I really dropped the ball. In fact, in May, I wrote exactly zero days of the month.

So what on Earth happened?

It's tough to say, honestly. Part of it was that I had some pressing projects at work to deal with that ate up a lot of time. And then later on in the month, I took on even more responsibilities at work, so I had to spend time getting acquainted with my new role. And my wife and I are expecting a baby here soon, and we've been doing various things around the house to prepare for that. All of that takes up time and mental energy.

But the real reason is that I allowed myself to get out of the habit. I missed one day and then another and then another and I didn't get back up on the horse when I should have. Instead, I let "not writing" become a habit.

But a fresh month is a fresh start. I'm committing to getting back on the writing wagon in June and going forward. I can't promise I won't miss a day. (New babies tend to take up a lot of time and energy.) But the expectation I'm setting for myself is that I will write every day, for at least five minutes per day. I probably won't jump back in and try to do an hour each day, which was what I was doing as recently as April 30th. Instead, I plan to set the goal for thirty minutes a day for the first week of June and work my way up in ten minute increments.

I've also done a few things to set myself up for success with this goal. The first is that I'm going to try and be less rigid with when I write. I tend to write best in the mornings, but too often I let that be a excuse. "Oh well," I'll think, "Didn't get my writing done and here it is late afternoon. Best just skip it for the day." Though I'd like to write first thing in the morning (or near to it), I'm going to try and be more flexible with my writing routine, overall. Another thing is that I've gone back to bullet journaling more seriously. Knowing what tasks I'm going to do and when I'm going to do them makes it easy to not get distracted. Also, I'm going to work up some sort of writing tracker for the bullet journal (I refuse to say "bujo") in order to keep my eyes on my progress.

So stay tuned for next month's update in which I will report that I wrote more in June than I did in May. Hell, I already have.

Friday, April 30, 2021

April Writing Report

Another month of writing is in the books, so here I am, back at the Tyrannosaurus Ranch to make my report. I'm pleased to say that I've continued my daily writing habit that I've been working on establishing since the first of February of this year. I'm now writing approximately an hour a day. I say approximately because I probably average slightly less. Some days I'm not able to hit my goal. This has less to do with writing stamina and more to do with external circumstances. I have found that I write best in the morning and so have been getting up early to get my writing in before the rest of the house wakes up . . . only sometimes they wake up early and sometimes I sleep in late. As a result, my hour of writing gets truncated on those days. But I had far fewer days this month in which I only did my five minutes minimum, so though I am not keeping detailed records, I think it's a safe bet to say that I wrote significantly more in April than I did in March--and certainly more than in February.

I did not, however, write every day. GASP!

I missed one day (the 28th) because things just got too busy and hectic. In the past, when this would happen, I'd make myself do the five minute minimum, often getting out of bed at night to get the time in because it had totally slipped my mind. This time, I got to thinking. That five minutes I'd squeeze in before bed just to say that I'd written that day rarely if ever resulted in quality writing. It was mostly busy work so that I could tick a box on my calendar. So I decided it just wasn't worth it and went to sleep. It actually feels to me more in keeping with the spirit of writing every day, if not the actual letter of the law.

I also decided on the seventeenth that from that point forward, I'd take Sundays off. It seemed like it was always a chore to write on Sundays. Often I'd do five minutes of filler and then call it good. So again, I decided it wasn't worth it. Also, it's been nice to give myself a day off and I think it might actually be beneficial to the writing. A day to let ideas percolate in the ol' subconscious. 

Another difference this month is that I've been focusing almost exclusively on writing a new novel. I think I spent a few days brainstorming a story idea, but by and large, this month has been dedicated to working on this new book. A friend told me about a new-ish "how-to" book and his rave reviews made me pick up a copy. Friends and neighbors, it is, frankly, mind-blowing. I can't recall a better book about story. If you wanted to be a writer and only wanted to read one book on how to do it, Story Genius by Lisa Cron is the book you should read. I may do a longer review of it somewhere down the line, once I've completed the process it lays out, but for now I'll just leave it at: It's the best damn book on writing I've ever read.

I've been working through Story Genius, doing the exercises (though exercises is not really the right word), and the novel looks to be shaping up nicely. I'm still in the early stages of brainstorming and outlining, but I'm feeling pretty confident that come the end of the year I should have a pretty decent manuscript to start shopping around.

To that end, I plan on keeping up the daily writing. I'll let you know how May goes here on Tyrannosaurus Ranch, so stay tuned for updates!

Thursday, April 1, 2021

March Writing Report

It's the final day of March as I write these words. Today marks the 59th consecutive day that I have sat down and written for a given period of time. I wrote about this project at the end of February; you can read about it here. But for the tl;dr version: basically, I am using Jerrold Mundis's method as outlined in his book Break Writer's Block Now in order to get into the habit of writing daily. And it's working! I don't think I've beaten my record for consecutive days of writing—I'd have to consult my notes—but I'm getting close, at any rate. And certainly 59 straight days of writing has not been the historical norm for me. 

I covered February already, so let's take a look at how March went. I started the month writing for 20 minutes per day and I'm ending it writing 45 minutes per day. I'm not keeping track of word count, but needless to say, I'm cranking out more words these days than I was at the beginning of the month, and certainly more than when I started this experiment, writing for a whopping five minutes per day. But my daily word count isn't the only thing that's changed this past month. For example . . .

In February, I wrote my prescribed amount each day. This varied from week to week as I slowly increased my writing times, but I never wrote less or more than the time allotted. For the most part I stuck with that in March, however . . . life. February was a pretty run-of-the-mill month insofar as my day-to-day life went, whereas March threw me a few curveballs. My oldest son was on spring break from kindergarten and this month also contains his birthday, and we had family down to celebrate. In addition, there were also a few random other situations that popped up that made it hard to hit my prescribed writing time. (Add to this the fact that the time itself was getting longer and therefore harder to squeeze in.) So, no. I didn't write the full time every day. But I did write every day. What happened on the days that I just felt too busy or overwhelmed or distracted by other things was that I dropped back down to 5 minutes. No matter what was going on, no matter how late it was, I made myself write for a minimum of 5 minutes to keep the streak going. I think I maybe did this three or four times during the month. 

Another change is that I allowed myself to use my writing time to brainstorm ideas. In February, I limited my writing time to writing words "for publication," that is to say, words that I had hope that someone might actually read. These types of words tend to be more fulfilling than outlining or brainstorming sessions, and that feeling was part of the carrot I was using to get through these writing times. But something happened. I realized I was writing aimlessly. Though I finished a few projects in March, I also started at least two stories that meandered and went nowhere. I ultimately deleted them so hopeless were they. Well, that didn't feel productive and fulfilling. So, I decided I'd let my brainstorming sessions count. Toward the end of the month, I reread Break Writer's Block Now and was surprised to find that Mundis specifically says that brainstorming, outlining, editing, and revising should all count toward your daily writing time. (Marketing, signing contracts, working on your website, and all other "business of writing" projects do not count.) So, I've been allowing myself to brainstorm during my writing time and it's been going well.

I've every intention of keeping going. I'll start off April writing for 45 minutes each day and increase my time week-by-week throughout the month. If I do this, then by month's end, I should be writing 65 minutes per day! If I keep increasing each week by five minutes then by the end of the year I will be writing 3 hours and 10 minutes per day, which  . . . is unlikely. I've got two kids; by end of the year, I'll have a third. I've got a job. I've got chores to do around the house. I've got friends and family to talk to and hang out with. I've got movies I'd like to watch and books I'd like to read. I also need to sleep, eat, and do the other things of this nature that keep the body going. At this point in my life, there is very little chance that I will have the time to write for over three hours per day. And in fact, it may be that I am never able to write that much on a consistent, daily basis. Many full-time professionals don't. At some point, a writer's mind begins to wander; you only have so much concentration to spend on a given day. Yes, some pros write for 8+ hours per day, but that isn't the norm, in my experience.

So what is my ultimate goal? 

I'm glad you asked. But honestly, I don't know. I think I could reasonably expect to write for an hour each day, maybe a little longer. My plan is to keep working my way through ever-increasing writing times until it feels like too much, either because my brain is pooping out on me or because I'm missing out on too many things I need or want to do. At that point, I'll reevaluate. 

There's only one way to find out.

Excelsior!

Monday, March 1, 2021

February Writing Report

Here it is the first of March, 2021. February is in the books, so I thought I'd post a quick update as to what I was up to last month, with regard to writing.

As I posted here earlier in the year, one of my goals or resolutions was to write more in 2021. I had a slow, sputtering start in January, but decided to jump in and do the work, beginning on February 1st. I thought about "hitching the brain to the writing arm," Dorthea Brande's advice to writers. And I also thought about a book that I read on Lawrence Block's recommendation called Break Writer's Block Now by Jerrold Mundis. Block mentioned it in one of his essays or books on writing. To be honest, I can't remember where.

Break Writer's Block Now is meant to be read in a single sitting. It is short on philosophy. It is meant to get you writing . . . now! In one of the first exercises, Mundis gives you a sentence and you are to write it at the top of the page. Then you are to keep writing, without pausing, for five minutes--anything that comes to your mind, without judgment. After you are done, you turn the page in Break Writer's Block Now. "See," Mundis says, "you can write. You aren't blocked."

I hope my revealing that exercise here won't spoil the effect for anyone who is working through the book. It sounds a little silly, but the effect is really profound.

There are many causes for writer's block, but only one solution: to write. I don't know where I read this phrase (or indeed, I may have made it up myself, though many a writer has said something similar), but one thing I always try to remind myself is: Writing begets writing. The more you write, the easier it is to write, the more you want to write, the more ideas for writing flow. To that end, Mundis has a system to help writers build their writing muscles. In brief, start small and then, week by week, build up until you are writing the maximum amount per day that your schedule allows. There's more to it than that, but you'll have to read the book for the details.

I've talked about this system with other writers many times, and have managed to convert a few of them to the Church of Break Writer's Block Now. And I've used the system myself when trying to break through writer's block or -- more often -- when I'm trying to get back into a writing routine after a long hiatus.

But confession time: I've never really followed the system as Mundis sets out, not all the way from start to finish, anyway. You see, Mundis recommends that you start with a small chunk of time, then, in increments, work your way up to your desired writing-time goal. I always start strong, but then think, "Hey, I've got this. I'm just gonna skip ahead and do 45 minutes today instead of the 15 I was supposed to." And then I think, "Well, I did 45 minutes yesterday, so I can just do 5 today and I'll still be ahead." And so on. And then the system falls apart and soon I'm not writing any more.

So I vowed this time would be different. On February 1st, I sat down, set a timer for 5 minutes, and when the timer went off, I walked away from the page (screen I guess). I did that for the first week of February. Starting on week 2, I did 10 minutes. Week 3, 15 minutes. By the last week of February, I was writing 20 minutes a day, effortlessly. It was easier to sit down and write for 20 minutes on February 28th than it was to sit down and write for 5 minutes on the first. 

I decided that I wasn't going to worry about what I wrote. I'd write whatever came to mind. But freewriting didn't count. I still did some freewriting most days, but that was outside my x-number of minutes. During my Jerrold Mundis prescribed minutes, I would write "with an eye toward publication," that is to say, I would write something with the hope of someone some day reading what I'd written. I wrote one complete short story, several thousand words on what I think will turn out to be either a novel or novella, and several blog posts (as you, Dear Reader, may have guessed). I even wrote a couple of poems. (Shhhh! Don't tell anyone. I don't want to ruin my street cred. Or does writing poetry improve your street cred? Do people still say "street cred?")

So I'm pleased to report that the system Mr. Mundis outlined is working. I wrote every day of February, and while I've had stretches in which I've written that many days in a row before (though not many), I've also never been as consistent. Because it worked so well, and because 20 minutes per day is not my ultimate writing goal, I'm going to continue through March. By the end of this month, I should be up to 45 minutes of writing, daily. Ultimately, I'd like to work up to an hour a day. And who knows, maybe more. We'll see. 

Well, that's my 25 minutes for today. Adios. 

Saturday, February 27, 2021

Losing My Kindle

Though you might be forgiven for assuming I'm giving up my ereader, based on the title of this post and the content of the last, in which I announced that I was deleting my Facebook and Twitter accounts, that is not the case. I have written here about how I am making an attempt to read fewer ebooks this year, opting for the printed page instead. (So far, so good. I've read 18 books this year, 10 have been of the paper variety.) But this post is not about that. No. I mean I literally lose my Kindle — very frequently. 

Oh, not permanently. Not usually for more than a few minutes. I'll inevitable find it made up inside the bed or under the bed (I read a lot before falling asleep, it seems) or in another room or perched on a counter or bookshelf. But it happens __a lot__, and it is annoying every time. Worst is the fear I feel when I am searching for it after the kids have gone to bed and I suddenly I recollect that the last place I can remember having it is in one of their rooms. Do I try and sneak in so that I can pick the novel I am reading back up at the place I left off the night before, or just read some random short story for the evening? Tough call. 

But I lose a lot of things. I used to lose my keys practically daily until we set a small metal basket on one end of the kitchen counter the purpose of which is to hold car keys and various other items. Somehow, this worked wonders! I still lose my wallet somewhat frequently. I hate sitting on the thing and so will take it out of my back pocket and then forget where I was sitting when I did so. I lose my phone. So perhaps it is not so curious that I lose my Kindle as often as I do.

Except, here's the thing. When I'm reading a hard copy of a book, that is one made of ink printed on paper and bound between covers, I practically __never__ mislay the thing. Ever. I might leave it in another room, but I always remember, with great accuracy, which room I left it in when it comes time to retrieve it. It might be under the bed, might have been pushed under there while I was making it, but I know that the last time I had it, I set it on the floor and it's not on the floor so therefore it must be under the bed and sure enough there it is! Et cetera et cetera.

I don't know exactly why this is. A book does typically have more heft to it than a kindle, but that can't be the only factor. A slim mass market paperback probably doesn't weigh more, and while it's fatter—even if it is, say, a mid-century crime novel of 60,000 words printed in small typeface—its length and width are less than a Kindle. It is, by most metrics, "smaller." But I don't lose those John D. MacDonald or Fredric Brown paperbacks.

I think that the likeliest reason that I lose the Kindle so often and paper books so rarely is that the Kindle, despite costing many times as much as a paper book, feels disposable in a way that a book does not. The technology of a paper book is a durable one. I own books printed in the 1950s and they are still readable, if somewhat fragile. I own a couple of Kindles that are no more than ten years old that are sitting, broken and useless, out in my garage because I haven't gotten around to dropping them off at an electronics recycle spot. A paper book is an object, a Kindle is a gadget.

Don't get me wrong, I do like my Kindle a great deal. But as Marshall McLuhan said all those years ago, "the medium is the message." Yes, when it comes to reading, the story is paramount. But it is foolish and counter-reality to think that the means by which that story is delivered to the reader doesn't have an effect on the way in which that reader interacts with the story. Yes, a Kindle is convenient. It's particularly nice in these pandemic lockdown times when a jaunt to the library is something of an inconvenience. But I think the readiness with which I lose the Kindle speaks to the fact that it is an inferior way to transmit stories. In this hyper digital age, I believe we need to make certain we are embracing the concrete, the real, the particular and rejecting the abstract.

But I'll reiterate, there is still quite a bit I like about the Kindle. In fact, I'm reading a great book on mine now. I think I'll get back to it . . . as soon as I can find the damn Kindle. 

Tuesday, February 16, 2021

Good-bye to All That

 Well, friends and neighbors. I did it. I deleted my social media accounts.

Back in the day, I held out joining Facebook longer than most people in my peer group, but shortly after starting this blog and shortly before moving to North Carolina some years ago, I caved. I didn't join Twitter until a few years back, long after most people had jumped on that bandwagon, and though at the height of my usage, I was on Facebook quite regularly (certainly for close to an hour a day, probably a great deal more), I never took to the firehose that is Twitter.

Something like three years ago, I had my wife change my Facebook and Twitter passwords and keep them a secret. It effectively killed Twitter for me. I didn't log back in until yesterday when I had her type the password in so I could delete my account. Facebook I'd have her log me into occasionally to see if I missed anything. Spoiler: I never did. Soon the time between logins was stretching out. What was a once weekly check became once monthly became once every two months or so. Buoyed by deleting my Twitter account, I had her log me into Facebook today. I had the intention of either temporarily deactivating my account and/or doing some serious housekeeping with regard to whom I was friends with and followed. The latter seemed like too much work. The former seemed a silly half-step. So instead, I deleted my account.

This was a long time coming. I won't go into it here, but there is a serious mountain of evidence that social media is bad—bad for you, bad for others, bad for society. I'd encourage everyone to do research on the topic. It's really pretty stunning.

I'd hoped to feel relieved or triumphant about deleting my social media presence, and to an extent, I do. But honestly, those "services" are so vapid, so devoid of anything meaningful, I hardly miss them at all.